Trust me. I. Know. The. Feeling. Job searching is a job when you think about it, and a damn tiring one. There was this one research company I so desperately wanted to work at. The work atmosphere sounded like a dream, and I was sold on the afternoon walks with the dogs. Mind you, this research had nothing to do with animals. Sometimes I think about applying their again just to see.
Anyway, I absolutely know how you’re feeling. But you will find one. Someone will look at your resume and give you a chance. Another thing you can do is email the jobs that you’ve applied to and ask about your application. Or, for future applications, send an email straight to the company’s HR department specifying that position, with your resume (CL if they ask for it) and a brief elevator pitch of why you’d be good for it.
Sometimes you have to be a little too ambitious when job searching, and put yourself out there. But I’m sending good vibes your way!
This is why @ZonderZorg is lucky to be retired.