pal, I know you will hate me at one point. I know it, I just know it, which crushed me so much
Cos I dont know, but I know you have a good intuition and smart to read feelings, so Idk, I feel you kinda know, what inside my heart, maybe, but yeah that feeling useless for me
So, its useless for me to say it, and its useless for you to hear it, or know it.
Idk will we be friend for long
cos idk if im a good friend for you, i really dont deserved you, i really dont
In this pool of darkness, who ever want to jump to the darkness with me, no one, i know
the ravine without end, who would want to? who…
You deserved to live, i wanna free you from this tangled friendship yet, idk why i crave for you, crave for you, need you…
you never know rite, everytime we speak, i often cries cos i know we would end in nowhere.
like my life, end in nowhere, but it is for me to face.
I just dont wanna drag you or anyone else
well, you should happy. I will too… I just need to work on it.
tears feels very painful now, it doesnt shed anymore, dont worry
maybe it dried out, maybe.
i wanna say, i dont wanna let you go, i wanna be your best friend forever
cos thats something that i could expect out of someone
idk will it work
im too shitty to say it